Rest in peace Ricky and Matty b. You two are amazing and we miss you. Watch over us<3
Rasta and Rome.<3 by my side always
I’m at a loss of words. I don’t know what to do when it comes to this situation… How do you tell someone you love them, but you’re not ready to be with them again? How can you make someone realize they are still that light in your eye, but you’re not ready to be toxic? How do you let someone know that you’re still here for them, when you’ve hurt them so much. I want to be here for you, but I’m not here for myself.. that’s what i need to focus on.
God please help me in this situation. Watch over him, and protect him from all the evil he is feeling and please keep him close and let him know it’s going to be okay. Please, dear God, let him know i do love him, and i do care about him. Please dear God.. make everything okay for him and I both. Give us the answers we need, and hold him dear to you, because i hold him dear.
I’m sorry I’ve hurt you, I just want us to be okay again, and i cannot be okay with you using. Please know that this is not what you think it is.. It’s what i feel deep in my soul is right..
…And remember, if it was meant to be, it will be. I do love you.